The Painter of Dreams: A Lesbian Artists Journey (Gripping relationships revealed along with psychological intrigue and suspense.)

I thought loving her was the hardest thing ever, but leaving her was even more complex. I had to get away from my mother and concentrate on my art. She was so negative that I couldn’t take it anymore. I left and moved in with my best friend. She accepted me with no questions asked. She was always there for me. But one day, I met this older woman who offered me everything I desired. She would bring me to the top of the art world . But there was a profound mystery behind this woman. I am terrified of what will happen because I made many mistakes in my life, but leaving Christine was the worst decision I made. I didn’t realize I may lose her forever. I’ve never been as close to anyone as I was to Christine. But I turned her away when I was at my most vulnerable. I did worse than that, in fact. There are things I don’t know if she can forgive, things I never planned to dismiss Nobody has ever made me feel as good and horrible as she does . And then I waltz back into her life unexpectedly. Is he supposed to forgive Me? I want to have her as my best friend again... and so much more. But I’m terrified of what will happen if I allow myself to love her again. But now I’m forced by circumstance to make a decision that will change my life forever. And I am terrified. Because I made many mistakes in leaving, some of the worst mistakes of my life. I don’t know if I’ve grown up enough to face them. I don’t know if I can get together with Christine again as much as I want to. Furthermore, I must choose between my art and the girl I love. Carrie is holding on to secrets, and I am anxious to find out what they are. I follow her and find something very shocking. I have to know more.