Saving Myself For You

Saving Myself For Her Not that way. Not sexually. Saving my life. Trying to be smart about what I do. Actually giving a damn. Because I matter to her. Its something Ive never had, anyone who cares like she does, and its absolutely amazing. Shes amazing, this very good girl I can not have. Her dad made that clear the night he caught us together, but thats not enough to stop me from me from wanting her. Still, it would be a completely selfish move on my part to draw her any deeper into my life. I just heard my moms getting out of prison early. Not for good behavior. Because of overcrowding. Life was always crazy with mom. If she comes back, if she wants me back, my life turns to crap. I know that, and at sixteen, I dont think I can do anything about it, except maybe run as far and fast as I can. Even Dana, my very good girl, wont be able to save me.