Perfectly Damaged

Schizoaffective disorder: a mental illness in which a person experiences a combination of mood disorder and schizophrenia symptoms. I know about this illnessvery wellbecause I suffer from it. Its been four years since my diagnosis, and ever since, Ive been living in a dark hole. Voices constantly invading my thoughts. Hallucinations. All of which force me to question if what Im experiencing is even reality. But here I am, still hanging on, still breathing and living through it. That is, until he stumbled into my life. Logan Reed. I dont want any part of him. Ive pushed him away, but he isnt easily deterred. Ive told him Im different, but he doesnt care. Hes trying to slowly break me down. Im trying just as hard not to let him. He doesnt know how truly damaged I am; what will happen when he does? I know the truthhell never be able to look at me the same way again. Just like everybody else.