My life as a spy : investigations in a secret police file

As Katherine Verdery observes, "There's nothing like reading your secret police file to make you wonder who you really are." In 1973 Verdery began her doctoral fieldwork in the Transylvanian region of Romania, ruled at the time by communist dictator Nicolae Ceausescu. She returned several times over the next twenty-five years, during which time the secret police—the Securitate—compiled a massive surveillance file on her. Reading through its 2,781 pages, she learned that she was "actually" a spy, a CIA agent, a Hungarian agitator, and a friend of dissidents: in short, an enemy of Romania. In My Life as a Spy she analyzes her file alongside her original field notes and conversations with Securitate officers. Verdery also talks with some of the informers who were close friends, learning the complex circumstances that led them to report on her, and considers how fieldwork and spying can be easily confused. Part memoir, part detective story, part anthropological analysis, My Life as a Spy offers a personal account of how government surveillance worked during the Cold War and how Verdery experienced living under it. Cover -- Contents -- Preface -- A Note on Fonts, Pseudonyms, and Pronunciation -- Acknowledgments -- Prologue -- Part I: Research under Surveillance -- Chapter 1. The 1970s: "The Folklorist" as Military Spy -- Chapter 2. The 1980s: The Enemy's Many Masks -- Excursus. Reflections on Reading One's File -- Part II: Inside the Mechanisms of Surveillance -- Chapter 3. Revelations -- Chapter 4. Ruminations -- Epilogue -- Notes -- Bibliography -- Index -- A -- B -- C -- D -- E -- F -- G -- H -- I -- J -- K -- L -- M -- N -- O -- P -- R -- S -- T -- U -- V -- W -- Z Katherine Verdery analyzes the 2,781 page surveillance file the Romanian secret police compiled on her during her research trips to Transylvania in the 1970s and 1980s. Reading it led her to question her identity and also revealed how deeply the secret police was embedded in everyday life. The 1970s : The Folklorist As Military Spy -- The 1980s : The Enemy's Many Masks -- Excursus : Reflections On Reading One's File -- Revelations -- Ruminations. Katherine Verdery. Includes Bibliographical References And Index.