Devious Beloved

He's devious, and my soon to be husband.I didn't choose him.I was coerced.Whiskey has a way of manipulating me. He knows I'll do whatever it takes to protect my family.He's found my weakness and he's exploiting it. Seizing as he sees as his opportunity.Now, I'm his wife for the next year.I'm counting down the days until my time is up.Until I'm free.However, it doesn't seem to matter how devious he is, or the fact he's my father's friend.When he's near, I want him to stay.I hate how I love being married to my devious husband.