Bella 3

A MAFIA ROMANCE �Head of the family� is not an easy job title. There is a darkness within those words, a common set of traits the boss of bosses must possess and codes he must follow in order to fulfil his duty. Famiglia first. Always thinking of the family. But now, I find myself thinking of her. Sitting at my desk, calling the shots, even pulling the trigger has become a daunting task. Not because I don�t want to or can�t, but because all I want to do is imagine what it would feel like with my body wrapped around hers. Should I feel as though this is the life I want? Should I see the good for all it is and accept the bad as it comes? He�s different, I�m different. Maybe it�s the way his eyes glisten now or the fact that they are even darker at times. I can�t help but wonder what it would be like if Jax could love me. I know that I�m imagining things at night when he asks me to stay with him in his bed. I feel him watch me. But what if I wasn�t imagining it, what would that mean? **