A Mother's Reckoning : Living in the Aftermath of Tragedy

The acclaimed New York Times bestseller by Sue Klebold, mother of one of the Columbine shooters, about living in the aftermath of Columbine. On April 20, 1999, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold walked into Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado. Over the course of minutes, they would kill twelve students and a teacher and wound twenty-four others before taking their own lives. For the last sixteen years, Sue Klebold, Dylan’s mother, has lived with the indescribable grief and shame of that day. How could her child, the promising young man she had loved and raised, be responsible for such horror? And how, as his mother, had she not known something was wrong? Were there subtle signs she had missed? What, if anything, could she have done differently? These are questions that Klebold has grappled with every day since the Columbine tragedy. In A Mother’s Reckoning , she chronicles with unflinching honesty her journey as a mother trying to come to terms with the incomprehensible. In the hope that the insights and understanding she has gained may help other families recognize when a child is in distress, she tells her story in full, drawing upon her personal journals, the videos and writings that Dylan left behind, and on countless interviews with mental health experts. Filled with hard-won wisdom and compassion, A Mother’s Reckoning is a powerful and haunting book that sheds light on one of the most pressing issues of our time. And with fresh wounds from the Newtown and Charleston shootings, never has the need for understanding been more urgent. All author profits from the book will be donated to research and to charitable organizations focusing on mental health issues. — Washington Post , Best Memoirs of 2016 On April 20, 1999, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold walked into Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado. In a matter of minutes, they killed twelve students and a teacher and wounded twenty-four others before taking their own lives. For the last sixteen years, Sue Klebold, Dylan's mother, has lived with the indescribable grief and shame of that day. How could her child, the promising young man she had loved and raised, be responsible for such horror? And how, as his mother, had she not known something was wrong? Were there subtle signs she had missed? What, if anything, could she have done differently? Here she chronicles her journey as a mother trying to come to terms with the incomprehensible, shedding light on one of the most pressing issues of our time. In the hope that the insights and understanding she has gained may help other families recognize when a child is in distress, she tells her story in full, drawing upon her personal journals, the videos and writings that Dylan left behind, and on countless interviews with mental health experts. Cover Title Page Copyright Dedication Contents Preface by Sue Klebold Introduction by Andrew Solomon Prologue Part I: The Last People on Earth Chapter 1: “There’s Been a Shooting at Columbine High School” Chapter 2: Slivers of Glass Chapter 3: Someone Else’s Life Chapter 4: A Resting Place Chapter 5: Premonition Chapter 6: Boyhood Chapter 7: One Mother to Another Chapter 8: A Place of Sorrow Chapter 9: Life with Grief Chapter 10: The End of Denial Part II: Toward Understanding Chapter 11: The Depths of His Despair Chapter 12: Fateful Dynamic Chapter 13: Pathway to Suicide Chapter 14: Pathway to Violence Chapter 15: Collateral Damage Chapter 16: A New Awareness Chapter 17: Judgment Chapter 18: The Wrong Question Conclusion: Knowable Folds Acknowledgments Notes Resources